I called up my kids after 2.5 weeks of not seeing them and they just seemed so indifferent about talking to me. It hurt me so much that they just seemed not to care. I know that I will have to let go but I was a stay-at-home dad and invested so much of my heart. I feel that they feel that I left them not that !@#$ of a wife. I know they still love me its just that I will be leaving the country in the next 6 months (they don't know that yet). Last Saturday the STBX robbed me of the day I was supposed to see them and it seems the kids didn't even notice. My Dad told me that, at their age, my kids would sell me down the river for lollies and a trip to the cinemas. It hurts.
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