I am having a difficult time dealing with divorce. I have 2 small girls and was the one that filed. I just have so much GUILT about "breaking up the family". My spouse is an addict and has been since we married. Recently, a call-girl rang my doorbell at 5 a.m. I realized just how ignorant I have been! I guess I always thought I could "fix" him. I finally realized that I can't and I want a chance at peace, love and happiness. I am 33 and I have a good paying job. People in general find me attractive but I have ZERO self-esteem left! I know I will be able to make it on my own (if we don't go bankrupt trying to sell our house). So, question is....when does all this pain lessen? When does this feeling of selfish guilt begin to lessen? Will I ever be able to find anyone that will deal with all of my "baggage"?
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