I really need some advice. My daughters father and I after a year of being broken up..(him being in jail for 6 of it) he begged me to take him back right before xmas. I never thought I would but I ended up telling him ok 1 more try. The reason is that we have 2 year old that I feel if Im not with him she will not have a father. He is a different person without me. He does drugs, crime etc. I cant allow her out with him alone and I feel like its my fault. So I tried to be with him it ended after 2 weeks in a huge fight and he went to some other girls house. I feel so used, I feel so empty and he is calling saying really rude things to me one minute and the next saying he loves me....I dont wanna hurt anymore...I cant stop hurting. Why does he wanna hurt me so bad? Because I wont be with him?
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