I am having a very bad morning....I just can't seem to stop thinking about him. I hosted my best friends party/ baby shower last night, and the father is my stbx brother, so last night was difficult him not being here. I just miss him so much and it hurts so bad. I hate having these kind of days...it seems that the hardest days for my are Sundays, when we use to lay around all day and cuddle. This is horrible and I hate feeling like this. I need to just forget him and leave it at that. When does the pain go away? I try to think of all the bad stuff he has said and done over the past 5 months but of course when I am feeling like this I can't.
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