When do you really KNOW it's over? I love my husband, I truly, truly do, but I just don't see this being repaired. He was with his ex 15 years. The last 5 he was with her, they only lived together (for the kids). No relationship at all!! He left CA in January, met me in April and here we are 6 years later. I know because of his part he is content with being together, but not really. Who lives together when its over!! They did. I can't. Its' not ok for me. But how do I REALLY know there is no repair?
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