I have been on an emotional rollercoaster for so long, that i just don't know if this is the right time to get off or not. i am sick of giving 100 percent of myself, and getting nothing in return. My husband goes in spurts....one week he loves me, then the next week he hates me, then the next week he is indifferent to me. It even goes as far as him not sleeping in our bed at night. He will come to bed right around the time that I have to get up in the morning. I am getting to the point that I hate my life. I am so lonely I an't even see straight. The problem is that as soon as I get to the point that I am ready to throw in the towel, he comes around. It is like he has a duel personality.

I know that it doesn't sound bad enough to think about getting out, but there is alot more that is going on, then just those things.

For example he blames me for not having any friends, so he wants to cultivate friendships, which is fine, but I can't do the same, and I have friends....go figure. He gets insecure if I am out with my friends!!!

I really don't know what to do....