why cant i get it out of my mind what he is doing? i know he lives with another girl but i just wonder if he thinks about me at all when he is with her. he showed up twice at my house this past week. why does he show up there if he has this new wonderful relationship with this girl. he told me about 2 weeks ago she treated him better than i ever did when i was with him for 4 1/2 years. he has only been with her for about 2 months. but he said he only told me that cause i made him mad. is he getting drunk like he always does and spend all his money on booze all weekend and she is just accepting this?? or will she get tired of having a fallen down drunk around her and her two children like i did. me and him have a baby together too and he hasnt even tried to call and see how she is or when he ever gets paid he never offers money to help me and he knows im in need now. hes just out with his other woman and having his good ole time while im sitting here worrying about what he is doing. give me some advice please!!!!
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