My husband and I have been separated for 2 years, we finally decided to call it done in august. We gave it a good try. Heres the thing, his dad just passed away, they are my family, I feel drawn to all of them. No one in his family is keeping me away, and it is the family that kept us trying for so long. I do not want him to feel like I am pushing him, it is what it is. It seems like we are drawn together at every birthday, holiday and now this, which is big. And I was worried about Christmas. I will go to the memorial. The problem is they are out of state, our son is with his dad, out of state, If I go I will be drawn to him emotionally, we were to close to not want to help him. If I go to him, which I really want to do, it will only prolong our pain. I can't decide.
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