"I miss you babe". That is what was written on a paper plate I found when I walked in this evening after work. ( He has been living at his buddies for 3 weeks and before that was out of the country for 2)The guy goes out every night and writes me out of his life for like the last year and then writes I miss you. I feel like he misses me taking care of him and telling him nice things all the time. I just can't be myself or have the life I want with him in it. It is like he knows I am starting to be like ok, this is over I need to get on with my life and be me....then...BAM. He has been adiment that he doesn't want to be married, that I don't motivate him, that I don't do it for him for a long time. What is this about? I miss him too. I told him not to give me false hope thru this. I know he is a lost soul. What do I do? I feel confused. Of course I love him and care about him but I don't want to throw myself into that role. I don't want to take care of him. I am sick of being his mom.
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