well, here i am, once again trying to put myself back together. In case some of you havent heard, my sister died 2 weeks ago from a drug overdose and 2 days later Brian decided that he wasnt over his ex. I cant blame him for that and Im not hear to beat him up. I understand you cant help what you feel but the timeing sure did suck. I feel so bad. I should have listened to all of you who said, "dont rush in, he hasnt healed yet".. but i didnt and I fell for him. Now, here I am mourning the lost of my only sibling and wishing for the comfort of the person that I shared so much with over the past few months. Why do these things happen? I feel cursed. I feel unlovable. I hope that we can be friends and I hope and pray that he finds comfort with what he is going through. Again, I'm not here to beat him up... Brian, is a great person. He is just very confused. Rightfully so, i guess. Just keep me in your prayers during this difficult time.
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