I just found out that my husband of 12 years is having a cyber affair with a woman in florida. he denies it but I called her and she confirmed that he said he has feelings for her, misses her, wants to see her, etc. I don't know if they actually have met, but I feel so betrayed. I have absolutely no trust left for him b/c he lies through his teeth. he says he loves me, but I'm on the warpath now. I can't even look at him and I'm not sure I still love him. It's so hard to go for a divorce especially since I have 2 young kids but I know I deserve better-the love and care that I need. There is always that fear that I'll never find anyone else but it's got to be better to be alone than to be someone I don't trust and can't stand being with.
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