hi there everyone please help me, i don,t know what to do this is how it is when i was 15 i started seeing a indian guy who was so good to me and i loved him and think he loved me anyhow his family were against it,but that did not stop him,anyhow his family kept trying arrange a marraige for him but he kept refusing,so he told me he had to marry or they would disown him,so i obviously upset went and slept with another guy who was indian dont ask me why revenge maybe or just stupid and i caught pregnant by this time i was 16 so his family asked if it was his and i told them it was not so that was that he got married and i got on with my life,but he never spoke to me again(cant blame him)so life carried on i had 3 more children split with ther farther after voilent relationship and met a really great guy who i have been with 6 years we married and he is wonderfull,so please tell me why am i thinking of my ex all the time wanting him i feel im betraying my husband, a few months ago i phoned my ex bad move i know after not seeing him for 10 years and he said he didnt live there anymore why i did it i dont know but what i do is its driving me crazy i love my husband but dont feel for him what i do for my ex why is this happening to me now what should i do...
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