i'v been with my partner for 7 years, we have no phisical relationship anymore. i just dont feel like i belong anymore. he would rather go to thr pub with his mates everynight after work than spend time together we're sposed to be getting married in 12 weeks.... i'v asked him if he wants to leave but he always tells me he loves me and wants to be with me. we split for a year about 3 years ago as he had an affair and moved in with her and her 2 kids but the he said he wanted me and the kids back. i need to feel loved and wanted by him and i just dont know what to do i find my self wanting to look elswhere for some attention i just dont know if i'm comming or going.
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