Well the other day my husband whom is from another country found out that I'd ripped his immigration papers. Well, for about six months now, he has been spending all of his off days and nights with his friends. If im lucky I will get to spend time with him. He also smokes weed soooo much, which i literally get migranes from. Well on Christmas this year, we basically did not spend the day together. He did not buy me anything and didnt even wish me a merry christmas. Instead he purchased gifts for his friends and everyone else and spent the day with them. I went out to look for him and of course i saw him with his friends. I pleaded with them to talk to him. He just got mad and told me it was over. The next he called me and asked me to come and see him. Well we live together and it was just messed how his attitude had changed, i ended up going house shopping and being able to see him for a little while, that day. THe next day was his birthday. I bought him flowers and expected that I was going to see him but again he left me in the cold. I couldnt take it so, I told myself that I wasnt going to finish helping him with his immigration papers. Later when he found out that I did it, of course there was nothing that I could even say about the relationship because he just ended it. So I havent really been able to even see him, even though we live in the same house together. I cry and wonder everyday. He is leaving in 30 days, I cant even be with him. For so many days all I wanted was to be with him. I dont know how many nights Ive camped outside just crying and waiting on him to come home.
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