What makes you, you? I approached marriage with the anticipation of spending my life with one and only one person. Living the dream, buying a home raising children and being happy. Well we bought the home and we had the kids(2) but the happiness didn't last. Somewhere I didn't allow myself to grow as I have grown now. Through the hurt I began on this path of healing and searching. Searching for answers, searching for myself. Some answers may never be found or truly known but somewhere along the line I found a part of myself that was hidden. A part that is glad to come out into the light after being in the dark for so long. At times I still feel the sting of it all and it causes a moment of sadness but I need to realize what makes me a better person now is what I had went through. All the hurt was for something. Life is presious and love is precious. It takes awhile for a lot of us to get to a place where we can feel again other than the hurt. I am not completely there but I will get there.
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