Well I am having the worst time of my life. I feel deeply depressed most of the time. He still at home and the hightlight of my day is to see him home when I get there but I am still sad about he leaving me. I asked him yesterday if he misses me at all during the day he said "not much". Then I asked him what are you still doing here at home he said "I am ready to go just trying to make it a little easier for you". I can't do this, someone please help. I get anxiaty attacks every other hour and start sweating, my hands get numb. I took sleeping pills last night and even like that I couldn't sleep and the little lapses that I could I would only dream about him. I can't deal with this pain... any suggestions... I just can't..
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