A lot of people are saying "what is Valentine's day for anyway?", easy answer; for those who are in love. You can see them all around, you remember what it was like, and probably feel that way even though it's one sided now. I'm just gonna watch dvd's tonight, the sappy romantic ones that being close to someone made great. Gonna cry, and probably cry some more. I know love is great, and can make everything bad seem trivial. It's over now, never will be the same again, I can't trust it anymore. But I did have that time where I thought it would be forever, and whether it's all a lie or not, it felt good. So sappy me is gonna try to remember the good, and let it out. Because once in a lifetime is more then a lot of people get I hear.
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