I am new here and to make a long story short my husband of 13 years told me almost a year ago that he never loved me and that he didnt` want to be with me anymore /i couldn`t believe it after begging him to keep the family together he agreed to stay but we have been miserable i fight with him because I am so lonely and depressed and mad that he said those things well instead of making things right i make them even worse, I can`t seem to let him go . I want our family together I know the mistakes I made and believe me they were my mistakes and I can`t seem to let go even though i know he doesn`t love me, we have two children together and I am so sad and scared not to have him in my life, when do i get the courage.
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