My x left on friday, we have been having issues for about the last month, really about nothing, we just couldn't get out of it. He told me friday he was looking for an apartment and I said well no time like the present. I mean he can't just stay here, go out everynight and pretend I don't exist while he gets his apartment and single life in order. Now i am miserable, wishing I hadn't done that, I want him back home, he won't take my calls,but came by last night at 2 in the morning looking for our 20 year old son, what is that. Than comes over today, walks in the house doesn't say a word to me, sees our son and walks back out. the one phone call he did take I asked him if this is what he really wanted and if i should just move on and he said to move on...this is a horrible feeling, one i didn't think I would ever have to feel again, I must have called him 30 times ...just leaving vm's to make me feel better...He on the other hand has been at his favorite bar all weekend, yes ive done a few drive bys too....help
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