I am really confused right now. My husband moved in with his girlfriend about a month ago. We still talk almost everyday. I just can't let go. He still tells me that he loves me and he doesn't care about her. And that soon it will all be over and we will be a happy married couple again. Since none of you know my husband, let me tell you one thing about him: he is really good at telling you whatever you want to hear. He can tell me and her i love you in the same breath. He breaks my heart daily, but i just can't let him go and i don't know why. It hurts so bad to hold on, but...i just don't know.
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