Hi, my ex-whatever called last night and we have not seen each other in over three months. He is in a home cause his schizophrenia got the best of him. So he said to me yesterday, "Brendy, I do not like you anymore (heart drops)..I love you!" Most people would think it was nice he said that. He said it sounded like he really mean he does not like me anymore. It hurts like crazy, makes me want to cry and not want to see him anymore. I wonder if he meant it or if he did not mean it. I hung up on him cause that was not nice of him to say that to me. It hurts so much! I do not know what he is going to say next. I love him very much but it is hard to let him go and let him be who he is. I used to take care of him but I could not anymore! Thanks for reading and responding!
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