About 4 hours ago, my boyfriend of almost two years left me. He's done it before and he's always come back. Waiting is my plan A. But I really need a plan B. I don't know how long I'll be able to hold out this time. You see, my heart keeps pounding against my chest because I keep forgetting to breath. The back of my skull goes curiously warm and I feel dizzy. Im shaking so much I can barely type, the simplest of words sometimes takes 3 or more attempts; Im having to look at the keyboard, something I never usually do. I cant eat because I feel constantly sick. Im exhausted but I cant sleep. Worst of all, I cant feel my thighs, my feet feel like their someone elses and my knees are struggling to hold me up. My entire body just wants to give up. So I really don't know how long I'll be able to survive like this. My mind is still strong and fighting but I'm terrified he won't come back this time. So if he doesn't...what do I do? How do you let go of 2 years of memories?