I am a 24 year old single mother of a 14 month old baby girl. My fiance left us. We had been together for 8 years. He was an amazing man. He was such a good father as well. About 3 months ago he went on a camping trip came back and broke things off with me. I have been crying myself to sleep everynight. I had to go on antidepressants. I am trying to keep it together for my daughter. He tells me he didnt want this is still in love with me but can't trust that we have a future. He wants me to get a job now, i was a stay at home mom, and did nannying and cleaning on the side. He says if i was mature enough to move on and get my life going again, i wouldnt be upset because we would be back together. Sometimes we still have sex, he wants to be friends. He has been "friends" with this new younger girl ( gone out for a few drinks). In front of me while he is visiting his daughter he texts her nonstop. I have to pretend I am over it and ok with it. No one around me understands. I feel like i have lost my life. I want him back so bad that i can barely breath. I want this girl to just go away, and let us try to work things out. I just dont know what to do anymore.. I miss my best friend, i hate being a single mother now, and I am lonely... i need some help..
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