so the weekend is over and the partying is done and his new girlfriend has to work tomorrow so thats the time he usually shows up at my door or tries to call me. its a week ago today he gave me the ultimatum that if i didnt let him move back in with me he was gonna move in with "her". although i did file child support on him and im wondering if thats the reason hes staying away. he hasnt even called to check on our 3 year old precious girl. (which she looks just like him). i just get anxious wondering if he has really moved on with the new girlfriend or if he thinks about me and is gonna try to talk to me again or who knows what. it is just hard because we were together for 4 1/2 years and we either talked or saw each other several times a day and now its cut to nothing you know?? i just get that achy feeling that if i see his face that i will start feeling bad again. please give me some words of support today guys, you are wonderful!!!
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