If i were to look at my entire day. i could share that on the outside i am doing normal activities, and relitively my thinking is clear and working to become more of the Man i hope to be . But here is the other side> I have a deep pain, i think of those smiles, her voice , and a thousand more random thoughts. "This is not a healthy way to think" ,I share internally. but i do not know these feelings, I never cared to even aknowledge LOVE, and if i did, well i just do not recall, so what do i do? i have given this some time, i have talked in simple ways, i have denied the pain, i have over spent, over enduldged in getting caught up in a store, in AA i know that i would try to fill an empty void , in Sobriety i fill me by the Spirit, so here Love has bit me , and i would appreciate any advice , or experiences any one has to offer. Thank you
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