When do you know its over? Id give my life for him but I dont feel like he cares.. But his cays he does and swears he loves me with all his heart... but why dont I feel like hes putting 100% into fixing this? What the fuck I'm freaking out!!! I want him to want me soooooo much. Is it enough that he just ... ya know...wants me? What is wrong with me that I cant win in anything I do... I fucking hate myself!!!
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