First of all thanks to everyone for their prayers.

Well, I lost all holidays but her motion was denied for full custody. She was told by the Judge for I will have them next year. Her whole family attended and her mother had to be escorted out for she performed a lower Italian chin swipe and flipped a bird at me and the bailiff escorted her out and could not return. I stood with my one attorney for she has two one criminal and one civil to attempt to hit hit me in all directions. I must say her attorneys tried very hard but not sucessfull for stbx was caught in several lies on her testimony. It is far from being over though for we will return on the 18th of December now. The sad part was her mother called me the night before and told me if I give full custody over then then stbx will withdraw injunction order on me and I could spend as much time with the boys as I like if I did this. What the hell do they think, I am stupid. I love and want my sons for I did not ask for this but know reconciliatian is not an option. I am going to fight the injunction as well for I have done nothing to hurt her or our sons. Why do people do these things and hurt our children. The multiple allegations she had made against me through children and families cases has now been closed for no indicators were found. The investigator told me it is sad for it is often he comes across cases like this. I ask what ramifications can be posed on her. None is what I was told for it is a one sided court for the first one to the plate has the upper hand regardless of truth or lies for the opposer is left proving innocense. Being said, Thanks to everyone who has given me support on DS for it has been difficult for many of us here.