I am just feeling frustrated. I do not want this divorce, I am not the one pushing for it. So when I read post about child support and spousal support and all that it just makes me upset. I have put in 30 years as a mom. I was pregnant for a total of over 5 years of my life, I nursed babies for about 12 years of my life. Ok that is over 17 years, then add in the diapers, the times when they were sick, being a room mom, a taxi, a friend, sleepovers, clothes shopping, cooking, cleaning, being there whenever called. Supporting him in 16 years of schooling, not getting my first real home until after being married for 20 years. I did this for the long haul, anyway just feeling a bit frustrated. Oh not to mention that DAMN pager going off during every moment of our lives, sex, church, childrens events, family events, you name it, it went off. Ok. I have vented.
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