well for all you who know my situation, i havent heard from my ex in 2 weeks and just started to feel better again. he moved on to another woman and lives with her now. so she dropped him off at his uncles house when she went to work, cause for you guys who know, he has no job and his car doesnt work, anyway, he called me saturday afternoon, but i didnt answer, then he called me like 3 times monday and i finally answered, he was just telling me stuff like "i really wished it wouldve worked and i do miss you" so we got into this conversation, and i told him, "you made your choice so stay with her" but then he says he cares for both of us but he knows he cant have both. bla bla bla!! obviously there is something not right in their relationship or he wouldnt be contacting me. i always had it in my head that he has this wonderful relationship going but im now beginning to think he doesnt. he said he's happy at times with her but then he thinks about me. ha ha! he always complained that we never did anything when we lived together so i asked him what they do, i mean if he gets to do all this stuff he wants to do and he was like no, i dont have any money. i couldnt believe it, cause when we lived together i would always tell him that people just dont do a lot of stuff if you dont have money and i think when he got with her he thought he could get her to spend money but i guess she isnt. he complained he wanted to go camping or on a trip somewhere or to the show, but he wanted the woman to pay, he obviously couldnt pay!!! so i told him, "well it looks like your doing the same thing there as you did here". he thought the grass would be so much greener, but its not. she has two kids just like i do and has her own place. i really shouldnt even care because i told myself it was over and now im thinking about it again, like im regressing. he said he wanted to stop by today or tomorrow to see his daughter, but i know he will try to have sex with me, i need all your guy's advice today badly for me to stay strong!!! HELP!!
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