well i made it through another day, i am so thankful for everyone that gave me advice yesterday. i had a hard time and you guys got me through it. i know i need to move on and quit thinking about him but you know how it is, i think you get used to talking to that person for so long that you kind of miss doing that even. kind of like losing a friend even though what they did to you wasnt like a friend would do. anyway, i am not wondering as much what he is doing today for some reason, i think im starting to feel better in a little way. i think being on here last night and all the advice i got really helped me. i also just spent the night at my parents house with the kids just to get away and i think that helped. being at my house sometimes brings backc memories of him because its in his "neighborhood" and im always worried about running into him. thats another thing i was gonna ask you all, what would you do if you ran into your ex with the other woman or man?? do you ignore them or do you say hi and pretend you are soooo happy?
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