Friday, we discussed meeting This Monday night for dinner a movie and talking. Sounded great. I was excited that the anger seemed to be subsiding and that maybe we could get along and enjoy each others company. Well, high hopes. He called his son and we planned for Keith to go with him this weekend. I told Keith to tell his dad that he will need to pick him up after school because I wont be home friday. As soon as they hung up, I got a text. "where are you going friday?' I replied" The paramedic banquet. I am getting an award for 10 years" He sends back. "Perfect." I replied "Are you mad about something?" He replied "Just perfect. You'll meet up with your ex Wayne after and ya'll can live happily ever after. Congratulations". I replied back, "I dont want him. And no I will not. I will live alone forever before that" He replied back. "Yeah right. Ya'll are getting back together." I stopped right there and did not respond. Long story short, I have an ex that works in the dispatch center. I do not love or want him. But we do not dislike each other. There are no hard feelings. Now Im wondering, is he still going to meet with me tomorrow night? Why is he acting this way. He said over and over he is done with me. And finally why can I not be trusted? I loved him completely and never looked at other men. I still cant. What is going on in his mind?
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