Went to court this am. Final court date set May 5th i will be officially single. And i have to be honest im not to freaking happy about it. She looked amazing in court today and it sent me into a tailspin. Full on anxiety attacks. But anyways reality is setting in and all the legal stuff is being worked out. So then maybe i can find some acceptance and find the strength to move on. I have been praying, working on myself and trying to stay hopeful. But at times i just want to give up. I feel like i lost the best woman i will ever have. I guess i should of posted this in my journal but im just lost confused and sad. Not sure what im doing. Peace everyone and God bless
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