I have not been around for quite some time I actually thought my ex and I were going to have a second chance. She left me once before for another guy but with two boys and years of marriage I thought it was worth fighting for so eventually we got back together unfortunately after a year and a half back together she left again and this time is no easier. In fact it is harder because the boys are split up, we each have one. My boys are my life and it is hard not being around them both. I realize being back how many people go through similar situations and I guess what I want to know is how people deal with the weekend loneliness, when the kids are in bed and you feel totally empty inside with no other adult companionship, no only physical, what do you do to ease the pain. During the week I have no time to be lonely, I go to the gym, go to work, clean the house, make dinner, do homework, etc but on the weekends after my son is in bed I feel so empty and alone. I am so angry at how easy it is for her to overnight start over and act like nothing happened.
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