As some of you know, i have a wedding to attend this weekend and it's the first time I will be going out since the breakup. I was looking forward to it up until today. I somehow have jitters about it. I feel like if I meet someone there, and we hit it off, I will be cheating on my stbx. We are nowhere near the divorce. Papers are to filed, so technically, we are still married. I have no idea what I should do. It is really scaring the bejesus out of me. I don't want to miss out on something that may be the best thing that ever happened to me, and I don't want to do something that is goign to kill me with guilt. Any suggestions or advice??? Could really use some. I know you DS'ers have it!!!
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