So H came by the other day after almost 9 days of no contact. I wasn't very friendly and I believe he left pissed off at me. Not that he'd tell me of course because that would mean he have to show "feelings". But I've been in a tailspin ever since. No word from him yesterday and today I actually called him. He was working, has a weird schedule, and of course first words are "what's wrong". I had asked if he had a few minutes, I just wanted to talk to him. He said he'd call me when he got out of work. So now of course I'm hurt because he didn't call and I'm also pissed cause I know he didn't call because he doesn't want to "talk". This from the man who "doesn't want a divorce" yet he's he's living w/ "her" until his own place is set up (which who knows when that will be).
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