I am losing hope. Everyone says to walk away already, that she's never coming back. But this relationship is like being a coma, either she is or I am. Something tells me that she is just as confused as i am. My friend is not things that I would expect her to do if she walked from me completely. Maybe it's my logic just playing with me. But if she is a coma, in a manner of speaking, and I lose my hope and walk away, what if she is still alive inside and holding on to my hand? What if I let go of her hand and she is holding on to life? Maybe I am just dreaming. I don't want to lose hope but it's slowly going away.
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