I was in the hospital last week for two days (long story about a strange ruptured appendix with no real symptoms). My stbx was there a lot and I truly just wanted him to leave. But when I got home I really missed having someone there to take care of me. I am basically weak but OK but it sure would be nice to have someone there to hold me at night when I feel bad, rub my back, make sure everything that needs to get done is taken care of. Of course, my stbx never did any of those things while we were married so I don't see how I can be missing something I never really had. It doesn't make sense but times like these sure make you feel alone. How is it possible to miss something you never had in the first place?
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