I want to call him so bad. I miss hearing his voice, not that I ever heard it much. I need to be talked out of it. I wrote him a letter telling what I want to do with proceeding with the divorce and told him if he had any questions or such to let me know, that was a week ago. Of course he hasn't called since he left me (6 weeks ago). He has talked to the kids. I know calling him will just make me worse but my heart is wanting to but my head is saying NO, NO, NO!! Please talk me out of this. When does the roller coaster of emotions get better? I keep hearing TIME. My heart is to the point where I am almost making myself sick just thinking of calling him. The funny thing is that I have been angry because he didn't feel I was worth the fight to keep our marriage together. So why do I want to call? HELP!!!!!!!!!
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