The last two days I have been really emotional and I am not sure why. I thought sice I was the one who decided I wasnt going to put up with his bs anymore I would be fine.Maybe I am more upset about mt Mom having Cancer and I am just confused.I wish I new how to stop all the pain I have so many things going through my mind right now. How can this jerk just walk away from his son who loved him so much and who is such a great kid I just dont understand Boys need there Dads am I going to be able to fill that spot? My son wont admit it but I know he is mad today I was using his cell phone and in his contacts I saw a number with the name Asshole and at first I was mad he knows he us nopt allowed to use that language so I lokked to see whos number it was and it e=was his Dads I cant even imagine how it feels to be 13 and hate your Dad and already be heartbroken and untrustingMy son is the most important yhing in my life and I dont want him to hurt.He should be having fun with no worries not dealing with al of this.
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