I keep reading posts from ppl whose partner left them...I have to leave my husband but cant find the strength to walk out the door. I love my husband and my family, my life...i hate my husbands addiction and all that come with it. I told him im leaving but he keeps calling my bluff cause i never go through with it. I already went apartment hunting and got the money saved to move out but cant get my butt out the door. Why do i have to be the strong one? He told me that he knows our marriage is over but he wants me to be the one to leave. EVERYTHING and EVERYONE says go...i just cant find the heart to do it. I never realized i was a co-dependant or all the effects of being one and now i keep thinking maybe its me thats destroying our marriage...or maybe thats him getting into my head again! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH- where did it all go wrong ...we were so happy a few years ago????
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