I just want him to call! Ask how I am, ask how our baby is, he hasn't called and he knew I saw the midwife today. His excuse will be if anything was wrong I'd contact him, but why should I have to chase him?! I'm going to tell him next time that even if I was going into labour I wouldn't call him. That he can pick up the phone himself. It's killing me! Everytime something of any interest happens I long to call him and share it with him. It's what it was like. Trying to adjust to the fact that's not how it is anymore is hard. Urrgh why do I love such a horrible person?!
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