I am about to go on vacation. but this time my wife and i are doing separate weeks. How i have tried to pump myself up so that i can make it fun for my kids, but it is as if i have lost a limb and always looking for that one more person to be there to share the fun of whatever moment comes up. So i have to find a way do get used to this, and i dont think i ever will. the feeling completely whole when the one you love is able to shre in the joy of the moment has been taken away for ever, as weel as my partner in life. its a sickening feeling. Will it ever get better, or am i just incapable of ever enjoying anything by myself after so many many years.
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