In one week I will be going "home" for a long over do visit. I have only been back twice in 6 years. The whole family went the last time. My husband used to take fishing trips to CA and Mexico. I remember him being gone for only 3 days at a time and feeling totaly lost. Helpless. Couldn't wait to be with him. This is my first trip away. EVER. He said to me last week, "your either going to come back and realize how much you miss me, or your going to pack my bags." This, coming from a man who has told me that he is not "in love" with me anymore, and makes love to me, seriously, 1-2 times a year. I believe he loves me, but does he love me like he loves his sister? Seems that way. I am wondering if this is our "final" week. If this week away if going to be the end. Has anyone experienced this? And what was the outcome?
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