Last night I said to my used to be wonderful husband....O.k you can stop being an ass now, you've done enough to make me not want you anymore. You can breathe easy, I feel happy, and I feel proud of what I've been achieving lately, so I'm fine, your free....I said I wish you all the happiness in the world. I hope that you find what you are looking for, but really I feel sorry for you because you are the one missing out on the fun me and my son have been having. I'll never stop you from seeing him, and I sincerely wish you a very happy, healthy life...He came over today to pick up my son. He sat down, as thought this time he wanted to stay a while. I was just busy doing what I was doing and not paying much attention, so he asks, can I grab a beer from the fridge (normally I would offer when he walked through the door) I said yeah sure help yourself..He stayed for ages, and I basically just spoke like oh yeah, oh well. You know, just normal talk..Then he leaves and I don't even walk him out, he didn't say bye, so I said see ya later, then he said bye....Then later I was wondering why were all my recently separated friends just wanting to be alone tonight, and my couple friends doing something together. One friend I was worried about so I went to check on her and try to cheer her up a little..She says, so how are you coping with Valentines day......OMG. I thought, what. I totally forgot it was valentines day. Then of course I felt sad for my sad friends, but just felt this happiness inside me. I really think I'm over him. I just feel sad that it ended, but I'm pretty sure I wouldn't ever take him back..And the other thing is his sister told me the other day, that he was so confused and lost for so long, but now she says it's really hitting him. He's realised what he's really done, and it's really hit him hard...Life is just so weird sometimes, I think.. Thanks for reading..
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