I need to put the stbx behind me. He is totally out of my life (his choice) I think, he thinks, he made a mistake marrying me. He left me 3 times and I think after the 1st time he left me that he left me emotionally. I think it was over after the 9th month of marriage. I want to meet someone else and date them. I want to go on with my own self. I WAS SINGLE FOR 6 YEARS AND MET THE STBX. WE MARRIED IN 3MONTHS. WE SEPERATED 2MONTHS AGO. therefore I am single again. I only have known him for 2yrs and 1 1/2months. I think that since he was an alcoholic and left me that I should rake this up and throw it away. I think I need to remember the lesson I am figuring out but I think I should move on as of RIGHT NOW. If anyone asks me out and I like them I think I should go. SHOULD I? I was wronged and treated badly by an alcohlolic. He left and is 250miles away never to be seen or heard from again. He threw me away and I am sooooooo grateful and nice and genuine. I don't want to WAIT to get over this. I think I am doing naturally fine. He threw me away and someone wants to pick me and take me out. I want to go out with them and be friends for right now. HOWEVER, THE NEW FELLA LOOKS LIKE MY STBX. Am I CRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZY?
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