Somethings been on my mind all day! I was taught from an early age that what goes around comes around and what you do to someone is returned to you ten fold. There lies my question.. I have been married twice already (not proud of that at all)! The first time was not right. I married for all the wrong reasons. I was 17, being sexually assaulted needed a way out and he was not a very smart man-challenged in some ways. I grew up and he did not. I met a much older man-38 when I was 21 and he put on the chase.. i crumbled and hurt my hubby at the time... New i did wrong, left and got a divorce. At the time I never knew what pain i had inflicted until now. My second husband I was madly in love with.. still am. But, he did not love me the same way. I gave my all.. he left, cheated, came back, cheated again and left my life in shambles. So, now I wonder... Did i get what I had coming to me. Payback from GOD!??? Its sooo hard, because I was a good wife this time, faithful, honest, caring, attentive maybe to a fault. So, is it Karma? And if so, when does my punishment ever end?
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