I've processed a lot of this divorce but on occasion I get taken down. I didn't want to live a life as a singlel parent and now the realities are really upsetting me. My husband orchestrated his lovely exit so he could partiipate in his new swing lifestyle. He wants me to raise his children for him and let him pop in for a few hours 4 once or twice a week. I get the kids every evening and 98% of the weekends. Now I'm begining to feel very resentful because he's not sharring the burdon of child rearing. Dating is nearly impossible because I have to pay sitters all the time. I need a break from the kids a little more to study and get my career kicked into gear. It's not happening. I have no close family and of course I'm trying to make new friends cuz all the couples are gone. I'm just trying so hard not to feel trapped by this.
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