I don't know how many of you use to watch the Twilight Zone?? I loved it, this morning I was laying in bed thinking about how I was choosing to veiw my life. For some reason I thought of how it would make a good Twilight Zone episode. My daughter hugged me goodnight last night and made the statement, "Everytime I hug you, you seem smaller". I thought about that this morning, in my episode, I would only exist if my husband saw value in me, the less value from him I would just start to fade away literally in the world. Yeah my mind works in odd ways. Anyway I thought about it and it just hit me. Why am I giving so much power to someone else??? Just because my husband has made choices to leave and not be married to me does not make ME any less valuable. I am not becoming invisible to the world because I am ceasing to exist within his world. So many of us here are hurting and really questioning our worth because of another person and their problems. We are way more valuable than that. I am going to get out of this version of Twilight Zone, I will not cease to be because of another person. I will become even more solid, I will find that ME that has always been there but I have chosen to make small.
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