Why is it, the other day, I was feeling good, we were talking and even doing things with our daughter together, but now, I can hardly look at him again. It almost disgusts me. i don't know if it's because of his behavior or not, or if it's normal to feel this way. Why was everything going good and then BOOM, i get hit with another roller coaster? I hate feeling this way. To top my night off last night, I was at my best friends house and they got the news that his Dad only as a week or so to live. I am very close to the family. The son and his wife are 2 of the best friends anyone could want, and they are also related to me. I am in such turmoil over their situation and then it's compounded by my own. I don't know how I will ever get through any of this. I am an emotional wreck!
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