MY HUSBAND CALLED ME ON WED AND SAID THAT HE WANTED TO COME OVER TO SEE THE KIDS. HE SAID HE WASNT EXPECTING ANYTHING AND WANTED TO LET ME KNOW HE WASNT JSUT COMING OVER FOR SEX. WELL WE ENDED UP MAKING LOVE TWICE THAT NIGHT. I GOT A PHONE CALL FROM HIM ON FRIDAY, JUST TO SAY HI. YESTERDAY HE CAME HERE TO PICK UP BRANDON TO TAKE HIM TO HIS FRIENDS HOUSE WITH HIM. (MADE LOVE AGAIN) HE THEN CAME BACK 5 HRS LATER TO PICK UP THE BABY AND TAKE HER TO HIS MOMS HOUSE ALONG WITH BRANDON (MADE LOVE AGAIN) HE THEN ASKED ME WHAT MY PLANS WERE GFOR THE NIGHT. I SAID I WASNT GOING TO DO ANYTHING EXCEPT TRY TO TACKLE SOME CLOTHES. HE ASKED ME "DO YOU WANT ME TO COME BACK OVER AFTER THE KIDS FALL ASLEEP" I SAID SURE. HE CAME BACK OVER (ANOTHER 3 MORE TIMES THRU OUT THE NIGHT) HE SAID HE LOVED ME, MISSED ME, MISSED EVERYTHING ABOUT US. WE WOKE UP THIS MORNING AND MADE LOVE AGAIN, I THEN GOT UP AND MADE US COFFEE AND A BIG BREAKFAST AND WE READ THE PAPER TOGETHER. WE HAVENT DONE THAT IN SO LONG AND IT FELT SO DAMN GOOD. LAST NIGHT I ALMOST CRIED WHEN HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME FOR I HAVENT HEARD THOSE WORDS IN SO LONG!!!!! BOTH OF US HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH THIS PAST YEAR IN OUR SEPARTATION AND IT SEEMS LIKE WE ARE FINDING OUR WAY BACK TO EACH OTHER AGAIN. NOW I HAVE BEEN FAITHFUL TO HIM SINCE THE SEPARATION. HE HASNT. SUPPOSEDLY HE IS SEEING SOMEONE. I TOLD HIM IF HE WANTED A CHANCE IN PUTTING OUR FAMILY BACK TOGETHER HE HAS TO STOP CHEATING ON ME. I WONT TOLERATE IT. HE SAID OK. MY DILEMA: IS IT WRONG TO BE AND FEEL SO DAMN HAPPY AGAIN OR AM I JUST SETTING MYSELF UP TO GET MY HEART BROKEN AGAIN AND THE KIDS ALONG WITH ME. THIS PAST YEAR HE HASNT BEEN A HUSBAND OR FATHER. I'VE BEEN DOING IT ALL. IT JUST FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO HIM NOW WITHOUT FIGHTING AND IT SEEMS TO ME, WE COULD HAVE A FUTURE TOGETHER, IT JUST TAKES TWO TO WORK ON IT AND THAT IS WHAT THIS PAST WEEK HAS BEEN ANYWAYS!!!!!!
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